TRUTH
Posted on Saturday, May 30, 2009 by oneP3 | (0) Comments
TRUTH
By: Miriam
Tomorrow my daughter visits her biological father for the first time since she has had a “dad.” She has bonded with my new husband as the only father she’s ever known. I have to facilitate this visit and it will be completely peaceful and cordial. But still, I am overwhelmed in my heart.
“I think I made you too small.”
I agree with Addison Road. I have made God too small over and over. I have such fear, such need to control and orchestrate. But the thing is, I can’t. And I must have peace and rest in the Lord in order to be what my little girl needs.
I will NOT be driven by fear. I will not put this burden on my shoulders. I will take His yoke. I will not lay down and let Satan fool me into thinking my daughter or my marriage or my wholeness is hopeless. My Creator says that I am whole-that I look like Him-so I do. TRUTH.
Lord, Keep this drifting heart anchored to you. You know I want to be here. My only hope is your Holy Spirit drawing me. So draw me near. Remind me that You are in control, that You are bigger than I can fathom. That you jealously fight for my daughter, my marriage, my wholeness. I will trust You. I will not believe the lies. I will not let spiritual exhaustion pull me under. Truth stands. So will I